How many times to I need to get kicked in the butt before I figure out that quitting, even with all the financial challenges it entails, might actually be better for me than staying in this job. Then again, maybe I'm here for a reason. I am having a lot of opportunities to release old karma. But just how much is too much? What is worth enduring for spiritual growth? When is getting out of a bad situation running away, and when is it self preservation? And while I'm here, how do I figure out what is my baggage and what is theirs, when it all seems so jumbled together? What do I carry with me, and what do I leave behind?
For now, I just try to forgive and let go while I'm at work, then deal with all the messy emotions once I get home. Singing meditations help. So do appropriate Flower Essences. I know I'm learning lessons, but are the lessons worth the price?
24 February 2009
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